How Are You?

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I hate that question.  I really do.  I hate it because I'm honest to the point of misery.  It's probably my depression talking, but anyway, I'd give a breakdown as to my status in physical, mental, financial, and spiritual categories and sub-folders, down to the center cell of a mole that I'd like to get rid of someday.

I want to be accurate, else I'd feel like I'm telling a lie of omission.

So just to be honest, I am feeling miserable.  I feel like my immediate  family doesn't love me or at the very least appreciates me or my efforts, or if showing any of the sort, it's merely token in nature.

It's been this way for years, and I expect that trend will continue for the foreseeable future, probably until I die.

My only respite is by visiting extended relatives for a pleasant function or spending time with longtime and beloved friends, who, once in a while, make the mistake of asking me how I am for which I will forgive them, for they are family and beloved friends.  Everybody makes mistakes.

I just wish that instead I would be greeted with a 'Hello!' or 'Glad to see you!' instead of an inquiry.  I think I now know how the Vorlons of Babylon 5 felt in this regard.  Hmm.
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MensjeDeZeemeermin's avatar
Admittedly, many of those asking that question ask it with sincere interest and affectionate concern... But, point taken. You linger in the thoughts and prayers of so many, for so many good reasons...